It’s
a pity that we are so driven and singularly focused on getting through our day
that we miss the hidden joys tucked carefully into the corners of our paths.
Why
is the most direct route always the predictor of success? Why can’t we fumble and loose our way
(intentionally) and still accomplish all that we desire? Don’t know, but I am going to try.
I
am going to try to find alternate hidden directions to my life. I am setting a new course never before
attempted and see what I’ve been missing.
The
suddenness of this decision is a result of a 30 minute walk this
afternoon. I have reached a crisis in my
health and I am learning how to live better, make choices better, and to
generally avail myself to the possibilities of a longer, healthier
lifestyle. I am making an effort to
participate in my life rather than remain a bystander looking on.
My
walk today was along a nature trail at a river’s edge about 40 minutes from my
front door. I discovered it years ago
when picnicking with my children. I
hadn’t been back in nearly a decade since dining al fresco with teens is so not
cool.
This
is my second walk along the boardwalk in 10 days or so and I really needed to
air out and take a vacation from my daily routine. I was eager to get there and knew once I had
arrived, I could “pump” my way to renewal.
Off
I went, right foot and then left, in a “hup, two, three, four” kind of a rhythm
when ahead of me my focus changed to a small group of grey and white haired
folks with easels and paints.
The
first grouping maybe numbered 4, both men and women in solitude with brushes to
pallet in a deliberate collaborative motion of creativity. It took my breath away. I yelled “awesome, beautiful, amazing, well
done” and marched past the stunned grouping.
I heard a giggle far behind me as I continued down the winding well-worn
walkway.
Minutes
later, a solitary artist appeared in view.
I decided not to verbalize and marched right by. I was smiling which is hard to do when
concentrating on “in through the nose and out through the mouth” breathing
technique. Now I was really enjoying
myself. I wanted to know how many more
people were painting there. I kept going
and where the boardwalk forks to the left, and I usually go straight, I turned
left.
More
artists, more smiling! They were so in tuned with their craft, that my
purposeful steps on the wooden boards didn’t bother their concentration in the
least. I think one waved me by, but I
didn’t pause to return the gesture. When
I got to the turnaround point, I was genuinely joyous.
I
was alone surrounded by the sound of rushing water and songs from the last of
the migratory summer birds.
With
a deep inhaled breath I started on my way back hoping to slow down just enough
to be able to take in the creativity so lovingly applied by brush to paper, but
they were packing up and heading in the same direction. The last holdouts, busy
admiring each other’s efforts welcomed my last comments: “Thank you for
sharing, much appreciated”. One
responded “thank you for your compliments”.
We
gathered in the parking lot the same strangers who had arrived just hours
earlier, but we were appreciative of the gifts received today. Silent smiles
were exchanged and we understood the unexpected beauty and joy to be found
around life’s corners.
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