I'm hedging a bet that my life experience will culminate in a revelation. The diversity of my choices,
and circumstances might have led me in a number of different directions, but here I am.
I am prepared for nothing and I am excited. This is a vastly challenging existence- this unpreparedness. It is trusting the unknown and undefinable. It is trusting beyond the horizon and it's
moments away. I feel it.
Next month, I will view the near universe through a telescope. The cosmos will come into focus. I will come into focus and the connection will be life-changing. I feel it.
Too many years, I have lived disconnected from my life, although I didn't know it until recently. Now that my understanding of purpose has been fine-tuned, I wonder why the great reveal has been delayed. I wonder what has been missing.
The human condition is dependent, but is it a co-dependency? This is an open-ended question given the continuing discoveries and connectivity to all things past and future. We may never solve
the reason for our existence, but I know we will resolve to explore all possibilities. The intelligence
of the universe is patiently waiting and monitoring.
Time is a factor. Destiny is a factor. The two are converging and I can not continue on the familiar path. Shadows have obscured who I was. The people who forged my childhood are dead and I have discarded the sweet memories as they no longer serve me. I am not tied to who I used to be. Validation for the purpose of a headstone is a wasted effort. In the grand plan, there is nothing that distinguishes an individual from the masses. We are still evolving.
I am the intersection on my own life's map. Which direction I will navigate is not up to me. But
I'm betting that the pivotal moment of my future is weighted heavily on my eagerness to connect
to possibilities beyond my understanding. I believe that the totality of moments that define
my soul, on this remarkable journey is about to experience inconceivable joy. I just feel it.
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